and is fighting overseas in the Middle East during an unnamed
war not too far into the future. This story is a recollection of his testimony that occurred shortly before enlisting.
I was somewhere in the middle of the desert when I recalled
the words that He had told me. "All that the Father gives Me
will come to Me, and the one who comes to Me I will certainly
not cast away."
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I
remember feeling dehydrated even to the point of death. But
my concern was that if I died out here in the midst of the
coyotes and vultures that I would be able to see them again.
My prayer wasn't just for water out here in the middle of some
hidden oasis. My memories alone brought the refreshment of
deep peace and inner joy that seemed to emanate from the
center of my being despite what the harsh afternoon sun was
doing to my body. And this feeling of happiness was no
mirage. Just like the persons of Jackson and Emmitt were
no figment of my imagination either.
my concern was that if I died out here in the midst of the
coyotes and vultures that I would be able to see them again.
My prayer wasn't just for water out here in the middle of some
hidden oasis. My memories alone brought the refreshment of
deep peace and inner joy that seemed to emanate from the
center of my being despite what the harsh afternoon sun was
doing to my body. And this feeling of happiness was no
mirage. Just like the persons of Jackson and Emmitt were
no figment of my imagination either.
They were real.
And no matter how many unseen forces
tried to erase or replace my memories and thoughts of our
time together, I held my faith intact. Or as I had come to learn
over the past couple weeks, He was the one holding me and
forever would I believed. This new relationship hadn't
come without its share of bitter trials and setbacks, but as I sat
up from my resting spot and proceeded to march down the
off beaten dirt trail, I remembered another kind of scene that
they had picked me up at. I oriented my backpack that was
across my back, adjusted my combat helmet on my head, and
tried to erase or replace my memories and thoughts of our
time together, I held my faith intact. Or as I had come to learn
over the past couple weeks, He was the one holding me and
forever would I believed. This new relationship hadn't
come without its share of bitter trials and setbacks, but as I sat
up from my resting spot and proceeded to march down the
off beaten dirt trail, I remembered another kind of scene that
they had picked me up at. I oriented my backpack that was
across my back, adjusted my combat helmet on my head, and
laughed
at myself as I remembered several months before
when I was traveling down a desert stretch similar to the one
I was going down now when they stopped beside me in a car.
when I was traveling down a desert stretch similar to the one
I was going down now when they stopped beside me in a car.
"Hot
dog, I've never ridden in a Cadillac before.", I said
"Is
that so? Well, hop in!", the short oriental man said,
grinning from ear to ear.
grinning from ear to ear.
Youth.
It gets you on the road and takes you down it
further than you intended to go. And without any brains,
the worst off you are. That was me. I had left home a month
before, looking to see the world. Most teenagers my age go
with the motivation to conqueror the world, strike it rich,
or other poorly calculated endeavors. For me, it was just to
see what there was to see. I was born in middle America to
parents that owned a large tract of property on the outskirts
of the city. The land itself could have been made perfect
further than you intended to go. And without any brains,
the worst off you are. That was me. I had left home a month
before, looking to see the world. Most teenagers my age go
with the motivation to conqueror the world, strike it rich,
or other poorly calculated endeavors. For me, it was just to
see what there was to see. I was born in middle America to
parents that owned a large tract of property on the outskirts
of the city. The land itself could have been made perfect
for farming, but my
parents never intended to use it for that
purpose. They
planned to work
until they could save up
enough money to build on to the land. My mother wanted
to open her own retirement home after she retired from the
local bank as a teller. My father, an attorney, was happy to
oblige. With two sibling sisters that had gone off to college
three years previous to me taking off, their dream was closer
to fruition.
enough money to build on to the land. My mother wanted
to open her own retirement home after she retired from the
local bank as a teller. My father, an attorney, was happy to
oblige. With two sibling sisters that had gone off to college
three years previous to me taking off, their dream was closer
to fruition.
My parents weren't happy about me leaving home,
but they consented with their blessing and encouragement
for me to keep my heart and attention toward God and what
He wanted to do with my life. They didn't go to an organized
church. Instead, my mother and father spent time going to a
rotating circuit of house churches. Every Sunday, my parents,
and those involved in the house churches took turns going to
each other's houses to worship and partake of communion.
My father, though a lawyer during the week, served as the
Pastor for these believers in the communities they traveled to.
My grandfather was Amish and a lay minister as well during
the time my dad grew up. By the time my father reached 18,
he had met my mother in their shared Amish community.
And a year later they were married. Dad said he had
but they consented with their blessing and encouragement
for me to keep my heart and attention toward God and what
He wanted to do with my life. They didn't go to an organized
church. Instead, my mother and father spent time going to a
rotating circuit of house churches. Every Sunday, my parents,
and those involved in the house churches took turns going to
each other's houses to worship and partake of communion.
My father, though a lawyer during the week, served as the
Pastor for these believers in the communities they traveled to.
My grandfather was Amish and a lay minister as well during
the time my dad grew up. By the time my father reached 18,
he had met my mother in their shared Amish community.
And a year later they were married. Dad said he had
felt God calling him to ministry early on. And by the
time
he and my mother decided to raise a family, they felt the
need to move outside the village. Their destination in middle
Iowa wasn't far too different from the surroundings of the Amish
community where they had grown up. Mother took a job soon
after arriving in Iowa at a local bank. Father, who was working
on his law degree, took a job as a paralegal in another law office
to make ends meet with mother.
need to move outside the village. Their destination in middle
Iowa wasn't far too different from the surroundings of the Amish
community where they had grown up. Mother took a job soon
after arriving in Iowa at a local bank. Father, who was working
on his law degree, took a job as a paralegal in another law office
to make ends meet with mother.
Upon visiting the Amish people, I saw the hard work they were
subject to, and I was always glad that we weren't made to farm
the land we lived on. It would have been back-breaking to us.
But we could have done it. Instead, my sisters followed in the
same vein of higher education as our father, and I was left alone
after graduating high school to ponder my next move. And I
chose the road.
I had saved up about $500 bucks before taking off. Before
leaving home, I had thought a lot about being spared the
manual labor of farm work. In many ways, I had gotten off
better than I deserved. I never really had to work hard for the
money I earned compared to my parents, and it was offsetting
to me. In one sense, the embarking on my journey was a way
I could prove to myself that I could "do it." My final
meditations before I left home the Sunday morning to hit the
road were that if I was able to survive the little discovery
voyage, I desired to embark on, that I would enlist in the
military and see the world!
I may never march in the infantry,
Ride in the cavalry,
Shoot the artillery.
I may never fly o'er the enemy,
But I'm in the Lord's army!
Yes, sir!
I'm in the Lord's army!
Yes, sir!
I'm in the Lord's army!
Yes, sir!
With the top down to the Cadillac, Jackson, (as he was to
make himself known as later) kept his focus straight before
him and to the road while he drove the convertible at 70 mph
as I leaned over and peered at the speedometer. The other
man, who appeared to be in his mid-20s was a different story.
With his singing with full gusto, he let his body do the talking
too as he went over each verse of the song. Between lines of
the song, he would look back to me as I sat in the backseat
letting the wind of the road blow my long, sun-bleached hair.
These were the most peculiar people I had met since my
travels started, and I was not the least bit concerned. They
didn't seem drunk or high on any drugs. They just seemed
legitimately serious about what they believed. At least Emmitt
did. He was the only one who had spoken since I had gotten
in the car. The one driving, called Jackson, only lowered his
sunglasses and looked at me before I entered the vehicle.
Beyond this, he had not said a word. Up to this point, it was
Emmitt and I as we yelled over the car 's engine and wind
to allow ourselves to hear each other.
"Yeah, I had been reading some of the minor prophets in the
Old Testament the night before, and when we drove up on
you today, I told Jackson here, that we had found our
Jonah."
My name is Brent. But I'm thankful for the ride", I said.
Emmitt was certainly an eccentric character with his singing
and unpredictability, but as I finished introducing my name
and thanking him, he half turned in the passenger seat and
spoke gravely to me in a tone of seriousness that changed
the atmosphere in the car.
"I am Emmitt, Brent. Welcome to the Whale."
Old Testament the night before, and when we drove up on
you today, I told Jackson here, that we had found our
Jonah."
My name is Brent. But I'm thankful for the ride", I said.
Emmitt was certainly an eccentric character with his singing
and unpredictability, but as I finished introducing my name
and thanking him, he half turned in the passenger seat and
spoke gravely to me in a tone of seriousness that changed
the atmosphere in the car.
"I am Emmitt, Brent. Welcome to the Whale."
It was undoubtedly an antique. It was a 1968 Cadillac
convertible to be exact. With horizontal headlights that I
wasn't going to see shine until the end of our trip together,
it was a beast. Or a Whale as Emmitt referred to it as.
We had gone several miles until Jackson slowed the car
down to 40mph and pointed his arm up to the sky, causing
me to wonder what was going to happen next. He then
turned the car onto the side of the highway and braked the
car until it came to a stop. Getting out of the car, he motioned
for me to follow him to the trunk as he took out his key to
open the lid. As he opened it, I saw (besides suitcases) a
single metal briefcase lying in the center of the trunk. A
few seconds later, Emmitt appeared around the car and
made his way to the middle of Jackson and I. With an air
of delicate precision he reached over into the trunk and
carefully opened the briefcase, exposing the contents inside
it.
It was gospel tracts. The whole briefcase was filled
with Bible literature, neatly organized and labeled for
different places.
"These are for where we're going," Emmitt explained.
As I looked at the entire collection of tracts, I glanced
behind me and wondered if what I was seeing was supposed
to be a joke.
One particular tract was a picture of two scared hands
reaching down from the sky over a banqueting table with
the words, "Are you hungry?" written at the top. Another
was a tract of a road pole with four signs stuck out from it
reading, "Jesus," "Sin" "Heaven," "Hell." And there were
more. They had many other sample tracts for different
occasions and stops too. ATMs and restrooms. One even
espoused the blessings of being filled with The Holy Spirit
which I assumed they wanted to leave at gas stations due
to the illustration of a gas meter on empty.
Suddenly, the thought came to me that I had fallen in line
with some cult, but as Emmitt talked to me later that day in
the car after we got back on the road, I eased on that notion
and tried relaxing again. I wasn't sure what my future held in
store with this crew, but for the time being, I would wait it out
and count my blessings. Riding in a Cadillac convertible beat
walking with a 20-pound backpack strapped across my back
anyway. The ride was supposed to last as far as it took until we
reached the city where we could buy amenities for the trip. But
for then a black 1968 Cadillac convertible was the means to an
end. Even if the ones I shared the ride with seemed strange.
"We don't always have time to engage people with the gospel
at the places we go. So the tracts speak for us." Emmitt's tone
had changed from its exuberant excitement that I sensed
previously in the day. Whether calmed by the sheer energy he
had spent earlier or not, he spoke with an evenness and
authority that seemed to herald my attention.
"I grew up in a Christian home. I believe a believer's life
will speak for itself.", I said
"Amen," Emmitt said.
For the next several minutes we rode in silence.
Eventually, we rode out of the long strip of highway and
came upon a few signs telling of approaching hotels and
restaurants. Soon, we drove past the welcome sign telling
us that we had entered the Las Vegas city limit.
Soon, Jackson leaned over to say something in Emmitt's ear
and gave him a cellphone. What he spoke was then related to
me in the backseat.
"Jackson has requested that we dine together. I'm going to
place a carryout order for some Chinese and Jackson has said
that once we get settled in a hotel room that he will go pick it
up."
"You're welcome to abide with us tonight, Mr. Brent, if you
so desire. Our departure time will be early in the morning in
which case you can stay behind or continue with us on our
journey."
"And where is it you are going?", I asked
"Hollywood, California," Emmitt replied
"That sounds good. I'll go too.", I answered.
At the hotel, when Jackson came back with the Chinese
food, I tried paying him for it, but he shook his head and
handed me a small New Testament that he apparently had
anticipated giving me beforehand. With The Bible already
opened as he put it in my hands, my eyes quickly fell upon a
verse that had been highlighted to stand out to me. It was a
verse in Romans that said, "Owe no man nothing but to love
him."
When I looked back up, Jackson was standing there looking
at me with his sunglasses on. Any thoughts I could have taken
from watching his facial reactions did not register with me.
He just stood there, and after a few seconds He said with a
smile and a shrug, "Besides, you're our guest."
So it was settled. We had agreed that the next morning we
would all pile back in the Whale and go to Hollywood.
And that night I was to learn more about who it was that I
had taken the company with. The conversation started after
Jackson returned with the take-out food.
He entered the hotel room with the food but left and came
back again with a large mixing bowl. Emmitt, who was in the
room too, sat in a chair with his hands folded and kept a
solemn expression. Jackson took the bowl and went into
the bathroom, and a few seconds later I heard water running.
When he exited the bathroom, he was holding the bowl that
now had water in it, and he had a towel draped over his
shoulder.
Just when I was about to walk over to the Chinese food
and take my plate, Emmitt stood and said, "Mr. Brent,
please have my chair, sir."
Stopping in mid-step, I looked at the table that held the
food and watched Emmitt hold out his arm and hand toward
his chair. Then I crossed the table and sat down in the seat
stretching my arms over my head with a sigh.
"Before we eat dinner together, I like to set an example to
our visitors of Christ's servitude to His people." , Jackson said
from the archway of the bathroom.
"Afterward, we'll eat and get some rest."
Then as Jackson walked over to where I was sitting,
Emmitt took out a small New Testament and began reading
the account of Jesus washing the disciple's feet. After
Emmitt's reading, Jackson asked me if I was a Christian.
"Are you saved, Brent?"
"My family is Christian. I believe in God and think The
Bible is a book that should be read. And I think if more
people followed what Jesus commanded them to do the
world would be a better place. In my whole lifetime, my
father and mother have sincerely modeled to me what Jesus
said about love. They seem to know Him. My relationship
with God isn't so personal as theirs is. If you're asking me if
I'm saved or other spiritual questions like that, I tend to have
more questions than answers."
Jackson was sitting on the side of the bed listening to me
now. And he must have sensed I was getting uncomfortable
by my body movements because I kept shaking my leg as I
crossed it over my leg. Letting out a long breath that seemed
even loud in my ears, I said, "I guess the honest truth is I
don't know if I'm saved or not."
"Well, before we do anything else I'm going to ask Emmitt
if he will read some verses. Afterward, you can decide if you
want your feet washed or not. Is that okay?"
"Sure", I said
It was then that Emmitt started reading scripture verses
that I would later learn to be what Christians referred to as
"The Roman's Road".
The reading about sin and its consequences and eternal
life lasted for a couple of minutes which ended with a passage
from the tenth chapter of Romans.
After he read the passage, Jackson spoke again: "Have you
done what these verses say you must do to be saved, Brent?"
"Yeah, I think so. Maybe a couple of times, but only in
passing or at church just to appease my parents. I don't think
I was all that sincere about it though.", I said.
"Well, Jesus is sincere about it, Brent. He loves you and
promises to save anyone who calls upon His name."
At that, Jackson sat the water bowl down on the ground he
was holding in his lap and waited. Time seemed to draw still
and narrow for a moment in the room. Silence encompassed
us and for a brief moment seemed to flood in my head. The
vacuum type feeling of nothingness only lasted an instant until I
blurted out, "I'll pass."
"But I don't mind you washing my feet." I continued.
I kicked my shoes off in a gut reaction and shrugged my
shoulders.
Jackson approached, laughing, and began the process of
washing my feet as he dipped each foot in the basin and dried
it with the towel beside him.
He did the same thing to Emmitt, and afterward, Emmitt
reciprocated the act to Jackson.
Afterward, we ate dinner together and talked about our lives.
I related my story of growing up with two sisters and being
raised on farmland. As it turned out, Jackson and Emmitt
were traveling to California to participate in what they called
a drama. Jackson was an actor, and Emmitt was his agent and
road assistant. They had come from North Carolina and were
traveling for days until they
had spotted me hitchhiking beside the Nevada highway. I
explained to them about how my journey was sort of a
self-test I was putting myself thru to see if I had what it took
to join the military and its rigors of hard training.
"How are things going so far?" Emmitt asked
"Good enough. The main thing is conserving what finances
I have and finding adequate shelter during the night to sleep."
I expect to get a job soon if I stay out here too much longer
though. Or I guess I'll enlist when I get bored of the cacti
and asphalt. Or tired of sleeping under overpasses."
Yawning, I stood up and walked to the bathroom. As I did,
Jackson rose and said he was going to go for a prayer walk
outside. When I returned from using the restroom, Emmitt
was asleep in one of the two beds in the room. Lying down
on the floor beside that bed, I covered up with an extra
blanket and soon fell asleep as well.
For the next few hours during my sleep, I had the most
fantastic dream. And while the dream was a story that I had
heard many times in my home and at church, this time it was
different because I was in it! My dream consisted of the story
of Jesus and the events leading up to his crucifixion. It started
with Christ in the garden of Gethsemane with His disciples,
and I was there! I remember it began with Jesus going off by
Himself to pray and Him telling the rest of His followers to
stay awake and pray in order not to fall into temptation.
While He went off alone, I was there, and I heard the words
that He spoke to God. I remember from home and church the
words that he spoke concerning God's will to either let the cup
of suffering and death pass from Him or let the Lord's will be
done, but during my dream, I heard other words that He spoke
too. And while I was there with Him in my dream, (before he
returned to the disciples the first time), I heard Him say to
God, " Father, the hour has come. Glorify Your Son, that
Your Son also may glorify You, as You have given Him
authority over all flesh, that He should give eternal life to
as many as You have given Him. And this is eternal
life, that they may know You, the only true God, and Jesus
Christ whom You have sent. I have glorified You on the earth.
I have finished the work which You have given Me to do.
And now, O Father, glorify Me together with Yourself, with
the glory which I had with You before the world was."
After He got thru praying this, He walked back to His
disciples who were asleep under a tree and awakening them;
He asked them if they could not watch and pray with him for
an hour. He then warned them that the spirit of men is willing,
but their flesh is weak and to pray that they don't enter into
temptation. As He walked a distance away again, I trailed
behind Him and heard Him continue His prayer to God.
"I have revealed you to those whom you gave me out of
the world. They were yours; you gave them to me, and they
have obeyed your word. Now they know that everything you
have given me comes from you. For I gave them the words
you gave me and they accepted them. They knew with
certainty that I came from you, and they believed that you
sent me. I pray for them. I am not praying for the world,
but for those, you have given me, for they are yours.
All I have is yours, and all you have is mine. And glory
has come to me through them. I will remain in the world no
longer, but they are still in the world, and I am coming to you.
Holy Father, protect them by the power of your name, the
name you gave me, so that they may be one as we are one.
While I was with them, I protected them and kept them safe
by that name you gave me. None has been lost except the one
doomed to destruction so that Scripture would
be fulfilled.
"I am coming to you now, but I say these things while I am
still in the world, so that they may have the full measure of
my joy within them. I have given them your word, and the
world has hated them, for they are not of the world any more
than I am of the world. My prayer is not that you take them out
of the world but that you protect them from the evil one. They
are not of the world, even as I am not of it. Sanctify them by
the truth; your word is truth. As you sent me into the world,
I have sent them into the world. For them, I sanctify myself,
that they too may be truly sanctified."
As He finished, He stood up from the boulder he was
praying over, and I could see blood had started to appear on
His face from the struggle He was in. He walked a few yards
back to where He had left His disciples and again they were
asleep. This time He didn't say anything to them but walked
back to the large rock and draped Himself over it and
continued to pray these words:
"My prayer is not for them alone. I also pray for those who
will believe in me through their message, that all of them
may be one, Father, just as you are in me and I am in you.
May they also be in us so that the world may believe that
you have sent me. I have given them the glory that you gave
me, that they may be one as we are one—I in them and you
in me—so that they may be brought to complete unity.
Then the world will know that you sent me and have loved
them even as you have loved me.
"Father, I want those you have given me to be with me
where I am, and to see my glory, the glory you have given
me because you loved me before the creation of the world.
"Righteous Father, though the world does not know you, I
know you, and they know that you have sent me. I have made
you known to them, and will continue to make you known so
that the love you have for me may be in them and that I myself
may be in them."
As He got up from the rock again and made His way back to
the disciples, He walked right passed me as I stood there
watching Him approach His disciples. As much as I had
observed and heard, I did not make an effort to say anything
in the process of this dream. I just stood and listened and
watched.
When He came to His disciples, He said to them,
"Are you still sleeping and resting? Behold, the hour is
at hand, and the Son of Man is being betrayed into the hands
of sinners. Rise, let us be going. See, My betrayer is at hand."
As soon as He said that, I remember my dream taking a
different set of events. It was like that moment in the garden
was temporarily frozen in place, and then dozens and dozens of
pictures came flooding into my conscious and mind. Images of
evil flew across my awareness including snakes, violent
brutality, and videos of wicked men cursing the name of God.
Suddenly I heard the loud blaring sound of a horn in my dream
with a bright flashing light going on and off.
Before I awoke to the real horror that was about to take place in
my life, the last images that I saw in my dream were those of the
Man, Jesus Christ, being beaten, ridiculed, spit upon, crucified,
and speared while hanging on a cross.
My coming awake from this dream was joined with a
jolting scream, as I hollered aloud and frantically jumped
up from the floor to find the hotel room empty of both Emmitt
and Jackson. As I looked, I could see the bright light of
something flashing thru the window, and as I walked to the
door there was a note taped to the peep-hole that read,
"He is able to rescue all those that come to Him and I will
in otherwise no way cast them away."
As I read the note and was about to look through the
peep-hole to find out what the commotion was about outside,
the door suddenly swung open and hit me in the face.
What happened next was two men in black camouflage
came rushing into the room and tackled me to the ground.
The last thing I remember was something heavy crashing
down upon my head until I lost conscience and fell into
a deep sleep. But this time it was without any dreams.
When I came to, I was tied to a chair with my hands
handcuffed behind my back, duct tape covering my mouth,
and a black hood over my head so I could not see.
When my assailants realized I had come awake, they removed
the hood from my head, and the room came into my vision.
There were two of them as I had remembered before being
knocked out. They were still dressed in black camouflage and
had their faces covered with masks. One of the attackers was
sitting across from me in a chair, holding a large dagger while
the other one was pacing back in forth in the room ranting
different things in Arabic.
After a few moments, the man with the dagger scooted up
close to me in his chair and spoke with broken English:
"The men who you were with last night. Where are they?"
"I don't know," I said
"We are their trackers. And if you don't tell us where they are,
we will kill you." he continued
"I told you. I don't know. They were here last night, but
when I woke up they were gone, and you all were outside."
Suddenly, the man who had been pacing started going irate
shouting Allah Ackbar over and over again.
He made a few steps toward my direction and pointed his
finger at me and shouted, "infidel" The man with the dagger
looked back at him and said something in Arabic that I didn't
understand. He then put the dagger in his right hand and drew
back as if to stab me, and then the sound of the hotel room's
phone interrupted him from killing me. It was a very loud ring
that caused the man to pause from thrusting the dagger in me.
After a couple of seconds of hesitation, I motioned my head
toward the phone as if to provoke the terrorist to answer it.
It rang again. The terrorist looked at the phone and back at me.
And before the second ring finished its sound, he sat the
dagger down on the bed and went to pick up the phone's
receiver and answered it with
"Hello?"
A couple of moments later he looked back across to me
and picked up the phone and made his way toward where
I was. But before, he reached down and picked up his dagger
that he had sat on the bed and put it to my throat.
"Tell him who you are!" the terrorist barked
Closing my eyes and with sweat starting to form on my
face, I answered the phone:
"This is Brent," I said
"Mr. Brent. The promise you read on the door is still true.
Tell the men you are with that you will bring them to us.
The address to where we are is in the glove compartment of
the Whale."
It was Emmitt! He didn't get a chance to say anything else.
Nor did I have time to say anything to him. The terrorist took
the phone away from my face and hung it back up on its
receiver.
"You will die if you do not tell us where they are!" he
demanded
"He wants me to drive you to where they are located,"
I replied
Taken aback, the terrorist walked away from me and
spoke quietly to his partner; still in Arabic but this time
much more softly than they had been before.
After a few moments, the lead speaker walked up to me
and got in my face and said, "You will die because we are
going to kill you.
Alla Ackbar!" At that, they untied me from the chair and
released my hands from the handcuffs. They stood me up,
and now both of the men were confronting me to the face:
"Where are the men we are after?"
"He told me their address is in the glove compartment of
the Cadillac."
At this, the men burst into crude laughter and one pushed
me against the hotel room's front door.
"How about I gut you like a fish right here?"
This time it was the other man who had been pacing before.
Then the man who had been the lead speaker put his hand
on the other's shoulder and said in English, "We slaughter
them together. I will ride with him in the convertible, and
you drive behind."
Spitting in my face, the leader's associate opened the door
and walked out to their vehicle which was a black SUV.
Grabbing me by my jacket, the other shoved me outside
the hotel room and walked me to the Cadillac. Relieved, I
found the keys still in the car's ignition as I approached.
Surprisingly, instead of the terrorist getting in the driver's
seat, he walked over to the passenger side door and
commanded me to drive. Once inside the car, he opened the
glove box to find a piece of paper with an address written on
it. Taking out his phone, he entered the address in the GPS,
and after a few moments the directions came up.
"This way. Go!" he said, motioning with the dagger to
the road.
Once we were mobile and back on the highway, I didn't
have time to think of the things that had or were taking
place. It's hard to describe, but the best way I can put it
would be to say that I was living in the moment and not
giving thought to what had happened. The only thing that
mattered to me was getting to the next step (whatever that
might be.)
I was always a non-emotional person. Living with two
sisters inoculated me from any overt feelings that
I may have ever experienced during times of pressure or
trouble. Sure, I felt things just like any other person, but
having female siblings and their tendency to go overboard
with emotions made me hold back on any that I may have
had of my own. Given the present circumstance, I would say
this was to my benefit. We weren't on the highway long before
the terrorist's GPS program sounded. From the message of the
GPS, I heard that we had 31 minutes to go before we reached
our destination. From our surroundings, I could tell we were
entering a more rural area of the city. Things were getting
more spaced out as we traveled. And as we approached an
off-ramp (Which the GPS was telling us to use as an exit),
I noticed the only attractions displayed for this exit included
one gas station and a church.
I wondered to myself where it was we were going, but as
we continued to the stop sign at the end of the exit, the only
signs that showed were those of a gas station to our left and
church to our right. As we were paused at the stop sign for
what I thought was an abnormal amount of time, I was
almost ready to ask the terrorist which way we were to go
until he slapped me upside the head and pointed to the right.
So slowly I turned the car to the right, and we drove on for
another mile until the GPS signified that we were
about half a mile from our destination. As we continued,
the road we were on became more narrow than what we had
previously driven on. Eventually, we came upon a broader
and more open area that was full of mostly desert except for the
occasional patch of grass with accompanying cacti. Then cars.
It was a parking lot. And automobiles were starting to line
each row of spaces. I could see a large building in the distance
which I assumed was the church. But to the left of this building
was another tract of land which was elevated and sloping
upwards. And as we drove closer, I could see a crowd of
people gathered on the hill all slowly ascending upward. As
we drove nearer to where the parking pavement ended, the
crowd of people on the hill shifted and there in the middle
of them was Jackson! He was laying on the ground with what
appeared to be blood covering his whole body and a cross
beside him. When I saw this, I remembered what Emmitt
and Jackson had told me in the hotel room the night before
about Jackson being an actor, and I instantly knew what was
taking place. They were carrying out a dramatization of
Jesus' crucifixion. The Muslim in the car with me, however,
was growing more vehemently hostile as these things were
going on. I had not noticed before, but my attacker now had
a pistol pulled and said to me:
"You will get out of this car and walk slowly ahead of me
up that hill." He was pointing the gun at me at toward the
direction of the hill as he spoke.
"And if you do anything else, by the name of Allah, I will
put a bullet in the back of your head." he continued
Suddenly my attacker's phone rang, and he retrieved it
from his shirt pocket. After a few moments, the Muslin
started yelling loudly in Arabic and started slamming his
fists on the dashboard. After this fit of rage, I uneasily
glanced at him and noticed he was looking at his passenger
side mirror intently. I also looked at my driver's side mirror in
turn and quickly saw one of the greatest reliefs of my life.
In a marked patrol car that was slowly making its way behind
the black SUV was contained the other Muslim. The SUV was
now parked as we had been for a few minutes and the police
car was several yards behind it and still moving slowly toward
us.
Very quickly, the Muslim lowered his gun and pointed it at
me from the level of the seat, and I thought I was a goner.
Instead, he said to me in almost a whisper:
"Put the top back on this car now and once we're covered,
drive slowly back out the way we came in!"
It took a few moments for the convertible's top to come
back in place over the car but once it did my attacker then
commanded me to roll up the windows as well. As I started
rolling up the windows, I became painfully aware that our
glass was tinted to the point where no one would be able to
see through them at all from the outside. As I turned the key
and started up the car again, I had a faint hope that the police
car which was now parked a little more parallel but still yards
off had followed us from the hotel. But all those wishes were
dashed as we drove past him and he did not even look over to
us as we went past.
At this point, fear swept over me, and I felt a sense of
dread that I had not felt since all this transpired. Meanwhile,
my attacker was on the phone with whom I assumed was his
counterpart in the SUV who had warned him of the cop behind
us at the church. Now we were about to enter the main road
again coming off of the church property, but before I could
turn on to it, the black SUV swiped in front of me and went
ahead.
"Follow him! Now!" the Muslim growled
To which I complied and stayed 2 or 3 car lengths behind
as we traveled down the highway. I kept my eyes on the road
as my attacker kept talking on his phone in Arabic. We drove
down the interstate for approximately 15 or 20 miles when the
SUV put on his turn signal to exit on an off-ramp. I glanced
at the sign which read of a single gas station located off the
exit. My rider again barked for me to follow the SUV and
sure enough the gas station was where the sign said it was.
We pulled in to the parking lot and passed the gas pumps
and approached a separate building which identified itself as
restrooms.
"There! In front of that building!" My attacker said.
By this time, the SUV had parked beside a gas pump and
the other Muslim had proceeded to fill up the SUV with gas.
His colleague, however, proceeded to get out of the convertible
and walk into the men's room to use the bathroom.
Sitting alone in the car now and watching the other Muslim
with his mask off filling up the SUV with gas was unnerving.
Every few seconds he would turn back and look at the
convertible but what was unsettling was the fact that the one
who had gone into the bathroom had not come back out yet.
In fact, it had to have been more than going in there just to
urinate. And as my flight or fight adrenaline started to build,
I uttered a prayer to God for him to make a way in all of what
was happening. The assailant who had gone to the bathroom
had wisely taken his gun and the keys to the car. So driving off
was an impossibility. Running away or screaming for help I
thought was useless due to the other Muslim in such proximity
and his potential to just kill me with what I presumed would
have been a gun too. But as the Muslim at the SUV finished
pumping gas and started walking up to the building to go inside
and pay for the fuel, I noticed something above the
floor-board, below the steering column. It was the trunk lid
engagement. I had only a few seconds to decide. The Muslim
had just entered the store. And after I gave the bathroom door
one more glance, I sprung into action. I popped the lid using
the button in the car, quickly opened the car's door, ran around
to the rear of the convertible, and as fast as I could put myself
inside the trunk and closed the lid after me. Then I waited.
It wasn't long until I heard a commotion outside the
convertible which again was Arabic. It was the voices of
both attackers this time, and I could tell they were near the
convertible. They went on for 2 or 3 minutes and then were
silent. Suddenly, I heard a loud banging against the side of
the convertible as if someone had struck it. Then I heard the
sound of two car doors closing and tires peeling off on asphalt.
I assumed it was the Muslims giving up on their search or at
least going off to hunt my whereabouts elsewhere, but I dared
not make a sound anyway. And so it went for several
hours in fact. I hardly ever even moved inside the trunk.
Instead, I huddled up in a fetal position and even found time
to pray to God. One of the strangest things at the time I found
myself talking to Him about was how thankful I was that He
provided a way of escape from the Muslims. By now several
hours had passed, and I knew it was getting near night due to
feeling the temperature drop. I wondered when somebody was
going to get curious about the abandoned convertible and I
prayed to God that someone would come by. Not seconds after
my prayer I heard the hum of an outside engine idle outside the
trunk. I then began to shout for help from inside the trunk.
And it wasn't long until someone found the trunk
engage from within the convertible and I was free.
It turned out the person who freed me was one of the
spectators of the passion the church had put on hours
earlier in the day. He had stopped with his family at the gas
station coming home from the grocery store and saw that
the convertible had been abandoned after taking his young son
to use the bathroom. The weird part is that for the entire time I
was in the trunk there were two shifts of gas station attendants
on duty inside the store. And not one of them noticed the
convertible abandoned just a distance from them.
And more importantly was how amazing the irony of details
which came together during that nights dinner with the family
who freed me. I shared everything from how I left home,
embarked on my journey, fell in company with Emmit and
Jackson, the dream, the kidnapping, and finally the culmination
of landing myself in the trunk of a ‘68 Cadillac convertible
which I had learned and come to affectionately call
"The Whale". Gathered around the dinner table that night,
we all had our share of laughter over these things. And I
finally had the assurance that the One I now had a personal
relationship with would truly never leave me nor forsake me.
For as Jonah was three days and three nights in the belly
of a huge whale, so the Son of Man will be three days and
three nights in the heart of the earth. -Matthew 12:40
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